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Just Breathe
it'll all be ok
Created on 2003-07-12 10:51:07 (#1177794), last updated 2009-07-06
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Basic Info| Name: | If the shoe fits |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 05-27 |
| Location: | Nashville, Tennessee, United States |
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I know how it is,
Your heart stopped,
it was her beautiful hair
the way the ends of it curled into
letters and the letters formed poems.
Her shining body
Its firmness reminded you of a Barbie
your sister played with
you tore off its head
shoved its torso in your moms poinsettia.
Her soft skin,
you’ve ran your hands over your bedsheets at night
everynight since you were fourteen
pretending it was her
stomach flat and soft
cold and smooth.
Her eyes.
And her lips.
Her small jeans,
hugging her hips
Her sexy toes.
and the way you see yourself gripping onto them
like the sandals she dangles as she crosses her legs
I know how it is.
When she holds her frosty beer mug
on the ends of her fingers
You question grace,
beauty, and everything you’ve grown to know about the roman catholic church.
I know how she fails you
how you love crying over her.
Gripping your cordless phone and waiting for her to call you back.
How she hurts you
how you love it.
I know how she is.
I know where shes been.
The hands that made her.
The same that broke her.
The same that hold
the frosty beer mug.
The same hands
The same hands
The same hands
You cut out of the page
and pasted onto the wall
next to the place
your head is supposed to lie.
If I could be who you wanted.
All the time.
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